Today was one of those bad body image days. I feel so uncomfortable in my body and not only that but I'm sure I'll be starting my period in the next few days. I was an emotional wreck in therapy today and cried straight through the first thirty minutes. I felt so stupid for crying about my size.
Just one of those days.
Not much to say besides I BETTER START MY PERIOD SOON SO I HAVE AN EXCUSE FOR BEING SO DAMN EMOTIONAL!!!!
i remember reading what someone commented with to one of your other entries that actually ended up helping me out a couple of weeks ago, i'm sorry i can't remember who it was, but it was that if you're not uncomfortable, you will never be able to provoke the needed change. this entry reminds me of that. days like this suck, but they are necessary for a real recovery. and remember you're not alone :)
ReplyDelete^That is right; you are NOT alone. I am so unfond of these days-- THOSE days. But I always reming myself, "This too shall pass" and it will.
ReplyDeleteYou are not a size; you are a PERSON-- a person with potential to fullfill your soul with happiness and peace, a person capable of making a difference in the lives of others, a person who deserves to do things that make you genuinely happy. Size has very little to do with the PERSON you are. <-- I always need to remind myself of all that, too.
So know you are not alone, and know that I am thinking of you (even though I have just begun reading your blog; I already respect the person you are and the fight you fight so much). I understand. And I hope it gets better. <3 Get a good sleep and wake up refreshed to a new day, strong and free from the grip that tries to hold you.