Coffee Time Contemplations

I love chill weekends like this one! And I LOVE when I can enjoy the weekend without being completely engrossed on my eating disorder. Purging has improved a bit over the past week, though I wish it was nonexistent in my life. I think the biggest improvement has been in the amount of food I've been eating and keeping. I can see it reflected in my energy level and how I generally feel. 

At the same time, a part of me is upset that I find food so pleasurable. 

Right now, I'm just chilling at Starbucks, drinking my americano and reading blogs. I ended up talking to this middle-aged couple for the past hour and it was such a fascinating discussion. We talked about sex-trafficking, communism, how thinness doesn't equate healthy, holistic lifestyles...It was stimulating and we could have talked for so much longer, but they had to leave. We're going to try to meet up again next Sunday which would be so lovely! They're such nice people and I really enjoyed the interaction.

I thought I might write more, but right now I'm feeling quite contemplative, going over all the things we talked about. So till next time my loves!