I haven't blogged in awhile...the truth is I've been doing great. I have slip ups and hard days but they're happening less often. My good days are more numerous than my bad days. Every now and then, I'll check out the blogging world and what's going on in the lives of the people I follow here. It depresses me. There's so much hopelessness, and I'm all too familiar with it. Eating disorders are horrible and it breaks my heart to see my friends and those I follow give in to the lies Ed wants you to believe.
I turn off my computer feeling that same hopelessness. It still can suck me in, if I give it any attention. So that's why I haven't been on here much. I am not strong enough yet to be present here and help people...ENCOURAGE others. I want to, but I fall.
I miss all of you. I miss reading your blogs. I'm getting stronger though. I'll come back. Just wanted you lovely people to know. I am well. Weight restored for the past few weeks. I'm learning to be okay with it. I am happy.
<3 rae
I figured as much, I'm so glad you are doing well. I was actually surprised to see you on YouTube for the same reasons. I'm also glad your absence is for good reasons, I miss your posts of course, but I completely understand you needing time away from the madness here <3 do what's best for you, much love my dear and best wishes xxxx
ReplyDeleteThat's great news.
ReplyDeleteTake care of yourself first.
that's so great to hear you are doing well! i understand, it is a bit hopeless around here. even i've contributed to that. but you are the main character in you're book, and focusing on yourself is fine and I'm so happy at least one of us is doing well. That gives me hope :) take care and much love.
ReplyDeleteit's so good to hear you're doing well! i hope things stay that way for you and do what's best for yourself before worrying about others. take care, xo.
ReplyDeleteHearing that other people do well has a good effect on me and makes me WANT recovery more :) good news and thanks for the update!
ReplyDeleteSo happy for u Rae!!! This post made me smile :o) Stay well :o) Its worth it xxx
ReplyDeleteAll the best to you :) I know the feeling all too welL!
ReplyDeleteVery inspiring words. Always nice to hear I'm not alone. Thank you and keep up the fight! http://whyrecover.wordpress.com/
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