I literally have five minutes before I need to leave for work. I don't know why I'm often inspired to make a video or write a blog right before work. Maybe because I feel stressed out before I have to work and this partially relieves that stress.
Food has become a permanant thread of thought in my mind and it stresses me out much more than anything else. Lately I feel like I can't get a handle on my food consumption. People offer me food I didn't plan to eat and because I find it incredibly difficult to say no to food offered to me, I eat it. Unplanned food consumption is increasingly stressful, especially lately.
So wish me luck at work today because it's an eight hour shift, surrounded by holiday goodies, and the cupcake lady is coming to visit and bring us treats of her own. Oh God, please help me because I already feel out of control and I'm not even there yet.