For the past two days, I've been really trying to follow the meal plan my dietician Viv and I made. Both days I purged once, but I feel happy with how well I did. After eating a meal, I'm so proud of myself. Now if I could just stop the purging part...
Even though I'm only eating 700-800 calories a day, I'm still tempted to restrict. Sometimes I look at all the food I'm supposed to eat and I think it's way too much. I have to keep reminding myself it's not THAT much food.
I'm trying, and I think that's what counts. Yes, I still want to lose weight and I don't know how I'm going to react when I actually begin gaining. But for now, I'm just happy I'm making some progress.
Wish me luck!