Thursday, May 3, 2012

SIX DAYS BEHAVIOR-FREE

I can't wipe the smile off my face. I made a new record as of today- six days without any eating disorder behaviors! I haven't binged, purged, restricted, over-exercised, self-harmed...this is the longest I've gone without purging since I had a feeding tube a year ago. And before the feeding tube, I hadn't been behavior free this long for over a year.

*victory dance*

I am so freakin proud of myself. It's a beautiful thing! Has it been easy? HELL NO!!! Did I want to give up? YES. Did I have multiple meltdowns and had to talk myself out of falling deeper into that mental hole that inevitably leads to behaviors? Every day.

Was it worth it? YES.

12 comments:

  1. So happy for you, Rae. Sending up prayers for you.

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  2. I'm so glad to hear this! <3 Congratulations love.

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  3. Wow, when I saw the title, I seriously had to read it again cause I was so stunned! You're a warrior :) I'm proud of you. You should definitely have that victory dance! Wishing you all the best for the next days.
    love xo

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  4. Inspiring! Thanks so much for sharing your success.

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  5. HECK TO THE YEAH! That's awesome! Keep it up girl!

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  6. So happy for u *hugs*
    you did it. ;)
    Keep fighting (i will too,)
    (i changed my blog name its not wintetgirl anymore its my little corner of the world)
    Proud of you much love bre xx

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  7. Very impressive! I know how hard it is. Great job girl. I've been following your blog and youtube channel for awhile now and love both.

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  8. I am so so very proud of you my dear. This is amazing, honestly <33.

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  9. You are amazing! So inspirational x

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  10. WAY TO GO!! Recovery is SO worth it. Keep it up. I have made it to the other side of anorexia and I know how challenging it can be but let me tell you I have NO regrets. LIfe is too amazing to be stuck behind your ED. Keep it up!!

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