Today was just one of those days that really SUCKED. Wednesday and Thursday were the first behavior-filled days in a LONG time. Today was almost just as bad. I'm pretty sure I'm PMSing. Everything seems so overwhelming right now. Small things. I don't feel like I can handle any of it. I feel huge- a monstrosity that belongs in dark corners where shadows veil. How can I go from loving my body and being proud of it to this?
PMS. I better get my period so I can blame it on hormones.
Despite feeling horrible, I can't let these emotions bring me down. I've come too far. So, I'll cry. I'll throw a fit. I'll eat dark chocolate and cry while watching grey's anatomy late into the night. But things will turn around. I won't let Ed take advantage of me while I'm an emotional wreck.
But honestly, sometimes I really hate being a woman.