To be honest, I don't really consider more intensive treatment an option right now- because of my financial situation and because of my job. So my only option right now is to get my shit together. Tonight I wrote out a plan for the week, starting tomorrow (Thursday). I talked to Sarah too and she really encouraged me, reminding me of why I WANT to recovery and how much my eating disorder has already taken away from me.
It's time to reclaim my life.
1. Stick to meal plan.
2. Read devotions every day.
3. Take my meds (because I've been inconsistent).
4. Reduce purging to 0-1 times a day (instead of 3-6).
I gonna pull out the pow pow and take out Ed, recovery ninja style. Who's with me?