I'm actually excited to work today. I need something to distract my mind. After last night's fiasco, I texted my dietician, Viv, and told her what's been going on. We're going to have coffee together on Saturday morning, so I'm looking forward to seeing her. I feel more at peace, like this whole thing isn't completely out of control and it'll be okay.
With coffee in hand, I'm going to face today ready to say no to Ed, and be me- the real me who loves life and has a sparkle in her eyes.